I swear as I get older I regret more than I'd have ever imagined. Im still the same person yet my actions and decisions are based upon an old glory or satisfaction/glorification of a former being that used to inhabit this being. I used to write. A lot. Pornos to sick novelettes. What the fuck happend to me. Only one thing to break this cycle I believe. I used to write all the time because I was grounded. I am officially grounding myself and re-creating my long lost loves.