I have not posted in here for quite some time. Although i have much to say. I cant quite place the words correctly. I feel as if my head is in a vice. I wont explain why i feel as such, for this is for me to look back on and not you. I want to just say the heart hurts as always... even though i should be content. I should be content but I am not. There you have it. There I have it.
I have the scar to prove it,
I have the motive to remember it